Hello all !
I am new to the site and desperately looking for support and advice. I am 33 years old, I have two kids. I suffer from PCOS which has made my weight gain and loss quite a battle. I currently weigh 220 lbs, down from 245 earlier in the year, but way up from my weight of 135 from before I had my first child. I am a whopping 5'2 and I am so sick of this weight, it is driving me crazy. I am out of breath, I'm embarassed to go places because I always feel not good enough or too fat to be around "regular" people, including my husband. It contributed to the breakdown of our marriage because I let my low self esteem and insecurity about how I look cause me to be jealous and clingy instead of motivating me to do something about it. I want to be able to run and play with my kids, I want to be healthy and yes I want to wear cute clothes again. I'm looking forward to any suggestions, and support, and new friendships that I can get that will help me with this struggle. My goal weight is 125 lbs. I know I can do it, but where in the heck do I begin ???? People please...any suggestions !!!!