...to balance life and weight loss/fitness. I know I'm not the only one, but I'm getting a little tired of thinking of nothing but weight loss and fitness. I spend pretty much all my lunch breaks on 3FC and fitness forums, all the books I've been reading lately are weight loss or fitness related, I have a phone with internet access so I end my evenings with more 3FC. I'm constantly planning meals, tracking calories, looking for new recipies, looking for new ways to workout...I mean seriously what did I do before losing weight???? I know I had hobbies, friends, a family...I do my very best not to bring it up during converstations, but I can't wait until someone else does so can yammer on and on...I mean my fear is that I'll either burn out and just say screw it all together and go back to my old ways, or that I have converted into the total health nut I've always hated and this is the way it's going to be forever and honestly it's exhausting. Constantly staring in the mirror to make sure I didn't suddenly get fat again or to see where else I need to lose weight, lifting my shirt to see if my tummy possible got smaller while I was sitting at my desk...I'm slightly exagerating, but not really...Will I ever find a balance??? I mean I know my life is different now and my priorities have changed for the better of course, but this is ridiculous. I'm thinking I may need to only allow myself 30 mins of 3FC a day and that might help to allow my mind to concentrate on some other important things in my life and start to balance out my priorities. I'm just so distracted by it ALL.THE.TIME. Oh this journey really is never ending
Oh yeah and what's going to happen once I hit maintenance??? Probably nothing, I'll be think about all the same things, new recipes, new workouts, how to get the most bang for my calorie buck...ok...enough b#@&hing...back to work...