I've lost over 30 lbs., gone from a 14 to an 8, and I have toned my body in ways I never thought I could. I can run 3 miles, finish a 60 min spin class or yoga class, and rock out some resistance training. But I still look in the mirror sometimes and I literally DO NOT SEE THE DIFFERENCE. I have some pictures of 8 lbs. ago and I think I still look fat. I'm wearing bikinis (I've gotten HIT ON in a bikini, by a decent looking guy), and I get checked out often. Every day at work, someone comments on how much weight I've lost/how good I look. My boyfriend and my good friend (who is a teeny size 4) tell me all the time how awesome I look, and I think I'm driving them crazy still calling myself fat and comparing myself to people who are larger than me. I just have NO CONCEPT of my body, and on top of that, I don't know where I'm gonna find the motivation to finish these last 10 lbs. How do I get over this? I know in theory I'm not fat anymore, but I still SEE the pockets of plumpness and I can't get them out of my head. I think my belly has gotten smaller, but it's so hard for me to see it.
Thanks!!