I was on Paxil during 1999-2008. It did wonders for me during my time on paxil..till I had a relaspe. ..seen different PHd doctor and was off it, ..I don't blame the meds for my overeating, am a huge snacker, and only Me, myself and I to control it. I loved when being on paxil, got me more social, talkative, no deep thoughts of harming myself or others.
Give Paxil a chance and it will help you with your thoughts. Best of luck to you.