When I was at my heaviest, I knew I was overweight but I don't think I realized just by how much. =/ I used to wear clothes that fit me well, never anything "cute" because I always figured I'd lose weight and didn't want to spend the money on "cute" clothes that wouldn't fit for very long. After being at about that weight for a few years, enough was enough and long story short I got to losing. Now I'm 65lbs lighter and at a healthy weight for my height. While I've still got a bit more to lose, I realize (in my brain) that I'm much healthier. However, during this whole process I've noticed my self esteem absolutely tank! It's been progressively getting worse the more I lose and of course it's not better when I regain a couple of pounds and/or can't fit as easily into a pair of jeans. =/ I even got to the point about a month ago that I thought it was time to buy a couple of "cute" tops when I found them on sale at this wonderful little shop. Have I worn them? No.
I was just wondering if there are any others around here that feel like, the more weight you lost the heavier you felt (if that makes sense).