I got on a scale. As you can see by info I keep track of my sizes and I measure myself. But I got on the scale "just to see". I'm only 20lbs from ONEderland.
I had a moment. I'm still having a moments. I knew I was going down but I didn't know where I was until I got on that scale at the gym. I had to check it a couple of times to make sure my eyes weren't fooling me.