So, I'm 191, down from 260. at 5'6" with a busty large frame, this puts me comfortably in a US size 12 jeans, "smaller than the national average of size 12-14" and at 38 years old, I'm smaller than a lot of my peers.
I have little issues, like clothes. I have job interviews coming up and I need to get a suit because my smallest ones (size 16) look like clown pants. I know how to get a suit, I just hate doing it knowing that I am blowing through the sizes.
I have bigger issues, like perception of my body. I feel fatter than my friend who muffin-tops a size 16 jean. Why? Part of the problem is, I haven't seen a picture of myself for a long time (my husband can't take a picture to save his life and I'm embarrassed to ask someone else to take a picture for me)...I want my dad to take some pictures but I won't see him until Memorial Day. My only friends that I can ask are having "fat" issues right now and I don't want to "rub it in their face.
Another issue is, everybody wants to talk about my weight loss. That's fine, I'm happy to talk about it. But often, there's someone with them that I haven't met before, and so I'm introduced as "the formerly fat woman" which is getting kindof old.
And then, I'm meeting people (on my own) who didn't know me, and sooner or later, I let it slip that I've just lost 70 pounds and they are like WOAH. The other day, someone told me, for the first time, "You've stopped eating, that's not healthy! You need to eat!" (again, my BMI says I'm still obese for another 6 pounds!)
Or I run into someone who should recognize me but they don't because they think they should be looking for the fat girl.
And, knowing that I still have probably 30 pounds to lose, I'm concerned about what further consequences of the "transfiguration" I haven't anticipated. I already had a saggy belly from the pregnancy, so I was already anticipating that.
What have your experiences been?