Okay, today I hit my Christmas goal. I have bounced my original goal weight around quite a bit since starting...... but last night I had an epiphany. While I was jogging, I realized that I am comfortable with my weight right now. I can run/jog a mile without stopping, I am in my goal jeans, and I am healthier than I have been in my adult life (IMO), and I look better than I have as an adult life (IMO). Even in my 20s-- I was "flabby", but thanks to 6 months of hard work in a boot camp program I am pretty muscular. Anyway, back to the epiphany..... while I was jogging, I was thinking of going into the New Year at my current weight and I realized I am fine with it. The "medical charts" say that I should weight no more than 175...... which would be great..... but I want a stable weight that I can live life at and not yo yo. I have been on the WL/yo-yo ride waaaayyyyyy toooooo looong! Don't get me wrong...... I am not going to get off the "weight conscious" boat. I realize (now) that I will always have to watch what I eat and what I weigh...... and I am okay with that. My DH has asked that I help him lose weight (he is a big guy) so I know that eating carefully will be part of my life.....
So, my ultimate question is-- do I belong in the maintenance threads? I could lose another 10 pounds, but if not.... I am fine where I am.
Thanks for listening to my ramble.