Hey, everyone. I was visiting the website, and I have to say the reason I signed up a few minutes ago was simply because of the number of responses everyone gets. This place is simply RADIATING encouragement.
I'm 22 years old. I'm extremely overweight. I have always been a "chunky kid". My freshman year of high school, I decided enough was enough--I went to 3 Weight Watchers meetings, but stuck with the program for over half a year and lost 50 pounds. Got down to 147...my size 14 American Eagle courdoroy pants (my faves for 2 years) were actually loose on me, at my lowest point.
At the end of the school year the following year, my Odyssey of the Mind team was allowed to participate in World Finals competition. This was an exciting time for me, there was a senior boy that I liked (and it appeared he liked me), I was loving life, friends, and having a great time. Having such a great time, in fact, that I stopped packing my lunches of cold green beans, peanut butter graham crackers, turkey sandwiches, and the like, and started buying the 50 cent Little Debbie cakes for sale in the school cafeteria. Gradually I started gaining weight back. By the time I graduated high school, I was back up to 180.
I suffered from depression my first year of college. The year after, I suffered from not knowing what I wanted to do with my life. Then, I got a full-time high pressure job (with no degree, no experience). The job consumed me. Destroyed a lot of my plans. It took a lot of tears and sleepless nights for me to finally realize that what I needed to do was step down from the director-level position I was in and go back to school.
I was just recently accepted to BYU Idaho. My mom was diagnosed with diabetes last week. I know, those two things sound totally unconnected...but I know if I don't make changes now, I could be looking at the same sort of medical issues later on in life. And I'd like to make those changes so that I'm able to enjoy my time at BYU-I. My weight is higher than it's ever been. I need to make some changes. I *know* what to do. I just have to make myself do it...and I don't think I can do it alone. I want to get help for myself, and hopefully help some other people as well. Looking forward to getting to know you all!