"...like the one we are sharing now." she said to her cats, with a lonely, discontented sigh.

This is my life.

You okay ohmanda?

The title of your post caught my eye... just wanted to send some happy vibes your way.

yeah me too

yeah, me too.

sometimes my dog is a better listener than most people i know, though..

I'm going to move this to support hon, unless there is something we can help you with here on this board let us know.

I hear you, sister. I've really been struggling for the past few months myself. I've actually found that giving my kitties treats and making them happy makes me happy for a few moments. It reminds me that they're never sad as long as they're warm, sheltered and fed, and that they gather around me when I'm really down. I'm never really alone as long as they're with me.

Feel better soon.