October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month and serendipitously, this morning I got a followup exam from a mammo last week (turns out I have calcium deposits but there's not much cause for worry).
I have totally been stressing and kicking myself for the past several days since I got recalled for a followup mammo because I had skipped previous yearly mammos. We all hear that early detection is so important and I was afraid that if something was wrong, it might no longer be early.
And I felt very guilty, because if something happened to me, it would have a huge impact on my daughter (and a large but lesser impact on my husband). Not to mention that my job is the one that has health care benefits (and COBRA only lasts so long).
I skipped my yearly physicals bc I was heavier and embarrassed to see the doctor. And bc of that, the mammos kind of fell by the wayside. I know some other folks feel the same way about seeing the doctor, but please schedule your mammograms even if you don't have a yearly physical. And getting the physical isn't a bad idea either.
I would not have had such a stressful time of it if I had had regular mammograms. I would have had confidence that if anything was wrong, it was being caught early, and even in the worst case, I would not have had a burden of guilt, knowing that at least I had acted responsibly.
So, please don't repeat my mistake. If you are overdue for a mammogram, please schedule one today!