Next Saturday I'll have been 2 months without junk food. No candy, baked goods, ice cream, fast food, sugared soda, etc. These foods used to be my staples. It was really tough to detox.
For the past couple of days I've been trying to get it in my head that this is huge. A big deal, and it just feels like whatever, I gave up junk food, nothing special, anyone could do it.
The same with veggies and fruit. I've gone from eating almost no produce to getting in my 5 a day. Since I don't really like fruits and veggies, it seems like it would feel like a great accomplishment, but no, just something I need to do and did.
And exercise. I still don't like it, but I walk 45min-1.5 hrs almost everyday, and I miss it if I skip a day. I have never ever had a regular exercise habit. I'm doing it regularly even though it's kind of a drudge. You would think I would be excited and proud that I have established such a difficult habit, but no.
And I'm kind of scared that if I just think all these things are no big deal, if I can't feel great about them that I'll lose my focus and slide back into old habits. Has anyone else felt like this? Anyone else have a tough time giving themselves a pat on the back?