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Originally Posted by Shannon1983
Anyone got any Good Ideals.. I sit here typing this with tears in my eyes because i honestly just cant take the weight anymore and i feel like i was made to just be fat.
What do you all do????
Wow... Reading this almost made me feel like I was going to get tears in MY eyes, because lemme tell ya sister, I don't think I'm wrong in saying that we have *all* felt exactly this way at one time or another. Every single time I mess up (and especially when I make REALLY big mistakes, like a huge binge), I immediately start slipping in to the exact same line of thinking, telling myself things like
Maybe you're just not ever *supposed* to be thin; maybe you're really just a fat person at heart and I should accept it. A thin, healthy person wouldn't sit down and an entire bag of chocolates... You'll never be able to change what you are, so you might as well give up and enjoy the food while you can. I can't even tell you how many times thoughts like that have rolled through my head.
BUT, ya know what? IMO, basically the most important thing about this whole process is NOT GIVING UP. No matter what mistakes you might make or what disappointments you might face, I promise you that nothing is ever so bad that you should just throw in the towel and "accept" that you have to be fat--because you
don't. I can understand why you might feel extremely frustrated because you're working so hard and haven't seen a lot of results yet, but you know that if you keep putting in all the time and effort, eventually the weight HAS to come off; that's just a matter of physics and whatnot. And even if you do mess up, it is NOT the end of the world! The highs and lows of weight loss can fly by so quickly--just a couple of weeks ago, I was feeling like the biggest failure ever because I had a bit of a gain over Easter weekend (um, I cannot be trusted with all that chocolate!
), and I just wanted to crawl into a hole and stuff myself because I was feeling so crappy about the whole thing... But now, after getting 100% back on plan for the past couple of weeks, I've reached one of my proudest moments EVER, of losing 100 lbs and reaching my 5th mini-goal. If I hadn't given myself a kick in the butt and gotten on with things, I guarantee you that never would have happened! I guess you just have to remember that as long as you're trying, you're doing a GREAT thing for yourself, and chances are (barring strange medical conditions and such
) the weight WILL come off before long! ...Whereas, if you decide to give up and stop making an effort, there's only one way things can go--BADLY. So please, don't give up--even if you have to "start over" 5000 times, as long as you KEEP starting over, you are still victorious!!
As an addendum to that, something that is very important to consider is that not all plans work for all people, so it might take some time for you to figure out what works best for YOUR body--it sounds like you've already gotten some pretty good advice from other members, so try to think about everything that they've said! You might find that just a little change like adding in more exercise, calorie cycling, drinking more water, getting more sleep, etc makes a HUGE difference. Don't let anyone tell you that your plan is the "wrong" one, or that you "have" to do things a certain way--as long as you are consuming enough calories and getting all the necessary nutrients to maintain your health, etc, the way you choose to organize your weight loss is entirely up to YOU!
Hope this isn't too much of a ridiculously long post... I guess I just felt really compelled to answer because I can SO relate, heh. Good luck, chicky! We're here for you!