Happy Sunday Everyone!
Dutchgirl - so GLAD to hear that everything went well with the BF and that you didn't gain anything, and maybe even lost? WTG!
Super J - How are you doing girl? Hows the new meds and job hunting going? I am so sympathetic. HATE job hunting. Just remember what goes down always goes back up. That's the wheel of life and fortune. We're all destined to ride it and we're all here for you during the "down" spins!
Blonde - Boy I wish we could all give you some answers. Sounds like you have to take it day by day. I'm glad you're feeling a little better though and another few days and you should get that appointment. Three dogs - bless your heart!!! I can't imagine. My one of each (that includes the BF, the cat and the dog) try my patience regularly so I can't imagine how you do it!
EZ - Don't work too hard! But remember to mindful. You deserve those beers but do you really NEED them ;-) I look forward to you posting back how you just wasted away with all that work...
Mandy - hope you are doing well?
WeeGreen - love your profile pics and energy - look forward to your posts!
mrsaugie -
I was with you this last week. Wobbly myself on the emotional eating and fell OP. Hoping the scale doesn't kick my butt in the morning...baitpile!!! I love it. We had one of those at the library when I worked there - except instead of a breakroom it was a baitroom!!! Everyone always brought in things - from candy to cupcakes to platters of enchiladas!!!! It was embarassing I must say the way I used to shovel it in.
mtiger - WTG on the 5K!!!!!!!!!!
And then some! Very inspiring!!
jules - I would say I was with you on the C25K for September, but...
Well, team, I have to say my "heel pain" really sort of set me back emotionally. I have read up on it and tried to find some drugstore inserts to help, but the only thing that is helping is NOT TO WALK!!! I have been good the last three days and been working mostly from bed, but it has really upset me not to be able to do my long morning walks with Freyja. And rather than being good and eating less to make up for it I sort of, um, well have been feeling sorry for myself. Guilt this week included two too many beers and a mai tai, chili con queso and a binge day yesterday where I must have gone through an entire pot of chicken soup (heavy on the chicken). I also stopped calorie counting. Had several insommnia nights sweating about finances. I wish my HP talked LOUDER! Of course the real problem is I'm too busy talking and not listening GRIN. Sigh.
BUT BETTER TODAY! I reminded myself I work hard, I'm a good person - and I can't control most things. Just my actions and reactions. It's not like we don't have some resources and we have our health. Yesterday I found out one of our client's just lost one of their newborn twins to SIDs. I was in shock, as you can imagine - you just don't think it will happen to people you know and care about. And I have a wonderful designer who works for us whose husband has PKD and is not doing well on dialysis while he waits for a kidney transplant. They don't know how their story is going to end up. She has two small boys and works herself death and has some mystery thing going on with her, too Blonde - hers has to do with constant pain. Fibromyalgia or rheumatoid arthritis seem the best answer but the doctors can't confirm either.
Okay - this has gotten long - but I guess what I'm admitting to is a pity party and also that I needed a good swift kick in the bum. I did modify my Independence Day Bowl because I can't walk (for how long?!) but dadgum it - I can do yoga, lift weights and I just have to really restrict my calories for a bit. Now just aiming for that "under 180" goal. I know there is a snowball's chance in **** of getting there now by the 5th, but I'm going to ignore the schedule and just am going to be happy to see it anytime in July.
Thanks for listening all! You all keep me motivated and SANE!