This sounds weird but I think I have some phobia of being thin. It's the unknown for me, something that I have never done, except for once when I was kind of slim. I noticed that each time I see the scale go down a pound or two, it makes me want to binge and gain it all back. I've been good thus far, but it still triggers a fear.
Why am I so afriad to be thin? Why is it that after all of my hard work working out and staying on plan, and I see scale results... that this isn't exciting for me?? I look at the scale and think OHHH I'm down a pound or two. And then it goes into... Now what? This feels wrong. I lost a pound or two.
I don't know. Does anyone else get this "fear" of the scale going down?