1. Wear a swimsuit without a layer of clothes over it.
2. Walk into a "normal" store and buy something pretty - maybe even a skirt!
3. Go on a roller coaster!

I want to get back to my hippie roots & wear patchwork and peasant skirts and apron tops again. And sundresses! Little gauze crinkly ones

I want to:

1. Pass by a mirror and not hate what I see
2. Wear a swimsuit and not be mortified (doesn't have to be a bikini...a cute tankini would be just fine )
3. Shop at Athleta
4. Go on a beach vacation

take a belly dancing class
go on a hike and enjoy it
shopping trip!!! i can't wait to find out what style i will want to have when i can wear whatever i want to.
sexy undies
have fun and not worry about having to be the funny fat chick

When I lose my weight I will

Keep it off this time!

and take a belly dancing class....

- learn wearing stiletto heels
- take surfing lessons
- restart skating
- book my holiday to Newquay
- show off my butt

I just hope it will happen...

Take ballroom dancing classess and shop til I drop!

*Stop wearing maternity clothes (My baby is 16m ).
*Buy a new wardrobe.
*Allow people to take pictures of myself.
*Have a family portrait taken.


The most important one...Be myself again.

1. Keep it off and really tick off the folks who bet money I would gain it all back.

That's about it....

Go shopping!!

1. Work on my tats again.
2. Buy jeans at the mall that aren't sold by lane Bryant.
3. Wear heels!
4. Buy cute underwear that doesn't roll down in the front and fall off in the back.

1. Sit on my husbands lap ( without fear i will hurt him)
2. To go into a room with people i dont know and not think they are talking about me..
3. 2 piece bright colored swimsuit..

When I reach my goal, there are so many things I want to do! I've not really thought about it before. Lots are to do with dressing up and appearance, but I think it's because this is an area I feel I've really missed out on as a heavier person.

1. I'd love to buy a lovely pair of leather knee high boots! I've wanted some boots forever, but due to my huge calf circumference, I've found it impossible to find any that fit. Like many heavier people, most of my calf is muscle, but I know it's slimmed slightly since losing 50lbs, so I think if I can just lose an inch or two I'll be able to fit into lots of lovely boots!

2. I want to be able to wear high heels! I don't think I would want to wear them very often, but I've never been interested in heels because I feel that they make my legs look awful - like two huge cones going down to a delicate point on the heel - augh! I'd like to be able to wear them every now and then when I feel like dressing up and being glamourous!

3. I want to feel totally comfortable when I am naked. I really love being naked around my boyfriend when I'm in bed, it feels lovely and I really enjoy the closeness and intimacy, but I don't think I'd want to stand in front of him without clothes on for any long length of time. I do it when I jump out of bed in the morning to grab my towel, that's about it! I'd like to be able to be confident and feel sexy and not try and cover up.

4. I'd like to get a really beautifully made corset. I think one would look really good on me now, but I want to save it until I reach goal weight so that it fits me for longer!

5. I'd love to be able to perch on my boyfriend's knee, and not wince with embarrassment when he goes to pick me up! I don't think he feels that I'm really heavy or anything, but I would love to feel lighter and to not even have it enter my mind that I might "crush" him if I want to sit on his lap!

break 3h30m in a marathon

LORI BELL~You crack me up~I am so with ya on that!
And so did you JAHJAH~HOW COOL!

Ok ~I have read everyones and my main thing is a little bit different LOL
Main THING IS:
I want my hubby to be able to lift me easily for a certain fantasy reason to do with a wall ~ LOL!
We have been married for 16 years and I am ready to make MY FANTASY come true~lol

I also wanna show off to all my family members (outside my home) Who are totally asses about my weight loss & so non supportive~

I also Wanna go to my high school reunion and watch there jaws drop!
(yeah some of them was asses in school!)

I also would like to be able to gO TO AN OLD NEIGHBOR WHOM CALLED ME the nickname "WADDLES" ON THE SCHOOL BUS FOR TOTAL EMBARRESSING YEARS OF ****~AND SAY NOW SAY SOMETHING a-hole! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

GOODLUCK EVERYONE!
WE CAN DO IT!