I've only been to one OA meeting like 7mos ago and now I am in the same snowballing cycle of binging, guilt, isolation, repeat, etc. except I am much heavier and feel I have reached a new "bottom" (definately a bigger one than the first time I went when I was using lax I think, how did I keep so small at that time...) ANYWAY, I think I'm going to hit a meeting tonight but was curious about this. Is seems like a secret. You know instant everything, I want the answers RIGHT NOW! I don't want to do the work etc, just please God take this obsession from me and give me the power to not binge and to stay away from the foods that are slowly killing me physically, financially, and spiritually. I really have been praying about this but its not working.
I'm a recovering alchie and recovered from AA. It took me 6 mos to get a sobriety date there but now have almost 6 years so perhaps I'm just more stubborn and sicerk than the average sicko.
God bless!