Hey all,
I'm new as is probably obvious since I've posted in the introductions thread right lol!
A bit about me. I just moved back to my hometown in SoCal from a 2 year stay in Vegas. I love doing crafts, hanging out with my girlfriends and doing stuff online.
I have always been fat. Even as a baby I was big (10lbs 10oz!) I was a big kid and a big teen . Of course I was always teased, always told by adults i needed to go on a diet. I like food though!!!
I've tried so many diets. Atkins, South Beach, Weight Watchers, just not eating (yes I know it's not right but I did it.)
Nothing has worked.
I'm admitting this here and now. I hate exercise. I hate sweating and being out of breath. I hate how my back hurts because my boobs bounce when I run.
I also like crap food and can't seem to control myself around it. This is not made any easier by my situation. i am currently staying with my parents to help them out. Mom cooks and really doesn't allow anyone else to use "her" kitchen lo. She's possessive like that.
Oh and i eat at night. I've tried to stop that and it doesn't work.
OK so now that this is out of the way I can get down to what matters. NOW. I am going to start counting calories. NOW I am going to seek support in my goals. NOW I am going to find some form of exercise that I like and can do. It's about now.
I can't wait to get in here nad get to know some new people and get motivated to get in shape.
