I just felt so fat and ugly. The Group Meetings were filled with the skinny people who had lost the weight and were bragging about it (which I'd have been bragging right up there with them if I weren't so heavy).
If there had been other heavier women in the meetings with me I might have stayed..no I wouldn't have because I'm so ashamed of being fat and I don't want to run into anyone I haven't seen in a while so they can go running back telling everyone how big I am
I have some serious issues don't I. Want to lose weight but am in to much pain, don't want to sit in on meetings at WW because I"m ashamed of my weight, afraid of people looking at me, afraid of running into people I haven't see in a while watching me walking(in my case waddling) out of WW's after a weigh in. I quit WW. I stay home for the most part. I watch my Treadmill gather dust when it isn't busy being a clothes hanger for me
I hope we ALL get to where we want to be. I always say it's not the number on a scale but how my clothes look on me but in the back of mind that number on that broken scale(it has to be broken because I couldn't possibly weight what it tells me I do) is just as important
Peace to All.
ASoutherner~