now, be warned, we could get really soppy here, but i don't mean to.
I personally have a lot to be grateful after this extraordinarily tumultuous and difficult year. but some of the HUGE ones are:
friends
and this surgery. see - now that the dust is settling, i'm finally sleeping regularly, and life is at least a little more predictable and calmer, my eating is calming down, too. not so compulsive, more 'regulated,' if that makes any sense. i'm happy with A LITTLE. two cookies. no cake. 1 cup of good food. some homemade asparagus soup [oh stop laughing - it's really easy - cook the asparagus ends in chicken stock, puree with that stick mixer, add a little seasoning - even 1 tbs of cream per serving, if you want - and you're done!]
and because of all this - i'm truly losing weight!!!!! even I can notice it [and i don't usually]. this surgery is helping me - still - even after all these years. changes in eating and exercise result in weight loss. and that didn't happen before.
i'm so grateful for this - and for friends [and i'll say that a million times over the next few days!!!!]