Ok so, last year fall term my math class was taught by a pre-ph-d grad student. I had a huge crush on him. I didn't see him after fall term was over but I still thought about him sometimes. I'm 7 weeks into the new year here, and all of a sudden I've seen him 3 times this week. Now I can't stop thinking about him, its like my infatuation with him doubled.
Meanwhile, my boyfriend is two hours away, and hasn't been very attentive lately. When I say that he doesn't pay enough attention to me, he comes up with all these lame excuses.
I think I just want some male attention and that's why I've been so infatuated with my math teacher. I was even thinking about purposely taking my next math class with him. I know that I shouldn't pursue that, and I don't plan to. But I just...ugh I don't know what to do. I don't want to think about him anymore and I just wish my boyfriend would stop being an idiot.