Hi all,
I just wanted to rant a little about something. I'm not giving about about someone. I'm just fed up.
So here's the thing. I am a first year in college. And it's my first time living away from home. Dealing with that is hard enough on it's own. I wouldn't say I'm exactly home sick but I don't have any close relationships yet, it's only been 2 months. But I am so used to really close relationships, they're where I get my strenght from and I just feel like there is a hole in me. It's really pathetic but I miss hugs. I love hugs and I'm not really there with anyone yet and it's upsetting. My house mates are fine but I don't see them often. I may as well be living alone really.
Anyway not really the point of my post. The thing is my house mates go home at the weekend, I live to far away to do that, and my friends from college are busy with their own lives and thats fair enough I can't exactly barge in on that. But I'm literaly alone from friday till monday. I literally sit in the house all weekend because I have nowhere to go and no one to see. That's where it all goes bottoms up. I don't binge but I pick at food all day. My diet goes out the window, I don't drink water, I don't exercise. I don't know what to do.
So I need some advice, because there is literally no one else for me to ask