jelbb -- It is completely mental. Absolutely crazy. But I like being busy more than being bored, I guess!! I am in several showcase-type things now...just little scenes that will be done next week. I am singing for a RIDICULOUSLY famous Broadway Musical Director in 2-3 weeks, so I'm trying really hard to stay healthy and focused for that. I'm also shooting a commercial in mid-November. And I get called for auditions usually about once a week in the city, so that's all happening as well... And then in January I have auditions for our Spring musical which I'm hoping to lose maybe 10 - 15 more lbs before. It would just be a big confidence boost
beaka I FREQUENTLY used hotness as revenge/motivation for success!! It's AMAZING how much wanting to get back at other people makes me work, haha!
I'm DEFINITELY making it to the gym tonight!! I'm so excited!! I have to wait another hour or so because I can only go to the gym at certain times because I have a student membership, but I'm STOOOOKED! I'm a little scared to step on the scale, but I need to see what it says to be able to get back on track. I haven't been as strict about writing down my food lately, so I need to reel that back in as well.
It's funny...when I'm feeling down about the weight loss I feel like I trick myself into NOT looking at 3FC because I don't want to admit what I've done or something, when in reality that's what gets me back on track and keeps me going!!
Oyyyy I'm crazy!! Hopefully I'll have good news (or not TOO much bad news!) to report when I get back from the gym