The reason why I ask, is because sometimes I feel great about how I'm looking and excited about losing weight.
Other times I feel that being big has been my identity ALL my life. I've always been big, I'm 5'11 so even if I was skinny I'd still be big, but it seems like that's always been who I am.
Back in my crazier days, it was oh don't mess with her she'll mess you up... lol I've changed a lot now a days.
But it's hard for me to imagine myself as skinny.... It's almost like I'm doing all of the right things now but deep down it's like I don't feel it could really happen or maybe I don't want to think about how I'll look because I won't like it.
Does anyone else ever feel that way or am I just crazy?