Eating is easier for me to do. I think about how in the past I have wanted to something unhealthy and ate it, I remember how I felt somewhat sick after, or sleepy and it wasnt as good as I thought it would have been. Then I felt guilt.
Exercising is harder for me to do. It is hard for me to get up and go to the gym. This time around I am not telling myself that I hate it. I am starting to find joy in the fact that I have noticed that now I can go longer on the treadmill.
I am trying to see the good and everything. I know that I cannot make this journey with one or the other. But I need both.