After my emo, self-depressed pity party a few days ago (and thanks again everyone for putting up with me 
), I put my diet back on the front burner. I've been taking the time at night to prepare everything for the next day - clothes (for everyone, lol), bags, meals, everything. It's been much easier to do things that way, since I can just wake up in the morning and grab a bag. I have hit my first goal(s) of 240 pounds (15.5 lost) and a "By-The-Chart" size 20. I very triumphantly updated my goals and tickers this morning. When I reach my new set of goals, I'll be going shopping!
I'm trying not to worry about the 80 pounds ahead of me, but that still eats at me. I tell myself that it's a work in progress, and I may hit 199 and decide that I'm happy there. But today I'm just happy that I hit a goal!
