Hi Little Moon Rabbit,
You remind me of a saying I once heard that goes "Life is what happens when we're busy making other plans."
I am so sorry
about your gram and your grief. So glad you're back at 3FC, and I'm sure your friends will find you and give you tons of support.
And Kudos to you for "catching," yourself before you regained any more weight!
Once you get going again, keep going - (perhaps if I had learned this earlier, I would not have emotionally eaten my way to 226 pounds in part due to unsuccessful fertility treatments and carried that weight for nearly 5 yrs!).
WELCOME BACK!
You can do this - WE CAN DO THIS!
I hope it's ok if I give you a hug
best,
b