So a few years ago, I had lost 100 pounds which still had me at 276. Life happened and I knew I had had gained *some* but not too much. Well, apparently it was alot more than I thought. I have this crappy scale that I don't trust but I dusted it off and weighed myself.... 5 times...
I kept getting 332-334. 334???? Ugh!
I'm so pissed/disgusted/depressed and beyond upset right now. I feel like I'm starting all over again. Honestly, I don't know if I can do it. It's just too much, too far to go. I called hubby at work all upset and he tried to be encouraging but honestly, my first instinct was to quit. I don't want to be starting over. He says " you were 376 in 2004, so you're not starting over. It really feels like it. I feel like everything I've done the last few weeks was just totally pointless.
Argh, so depressed and hating on myself right now.