Help! I've been dating this wonderful guy for over one year now and I managed to drive him away. I have depression and suffered from anger outbursts for as long as I can remember. Around about September everything went to crap after I yelled that he was only with me for my car. Unfortunately he was desperately in love with me and I hurt his feelings badly. We tried to stay together, but found out about two weeks ago that we would have to move from the apartment we shared. He was going to move in with his brother and me with my parents. Throughout the months since September I had *****ed out and pissed off two females he works with that were paying him too much personal attention. Saturday morning I lost it and got into a physical altercation when he threatened to leave me permanently. Police were involved and the report went down with him as a battery suspect because I had injuries and he did not. We are now talking on the phone but he is overwhelmingly angry with me and keeps insisting in two days he has a new girlfriend. Of course he claims its one of the females from work. I know he loves me but can't get over the betrayal of his trust and me scaring him by acting out.
How can I put this relationship back together?? I am seeing a therapist and finding the right dose of medicine after finally admitting I couldn't do it on my own. Help me figure out what to do, I really do love him and he loves me but can't stop being angry.