meeh
especially shopping with all your size 0 friends.
So I'm going shopping this sunday with my two best friends who are both size 0/1 in jeans... while my butt is a freakin size 13. I'm like a danged mammoth compared to those girls.
Like many others, I've been dubbed the fat one in my group and everything we do consists of one fat joke to another and it gets real old. I don't think they get that it kinda hurts my feelings, even if I tell them so. One friend is worst then all the others, though. For example, she'll say something small like... "Here, I saved the biggest slice of pizza for you because I know how you are", or something really embarrassing. She does this thing at school sometimes where she tells someone, "watch this", and she'll say, "Hey cassie" and of course I'll ask what... and she comes up and grabs my back fat and says, "Whats this?!" and laughs. OK yeah she's really rude. I don't even know if she actually considers others or whatever but she pisses me off.
So yeah, I think I just touched a nerve to cause a small rant, but yeah.
Anyways, we're going shopping and I really wanto be able to have fun and be able to buy clothes without them making fun of the size or pulling out an XXXXXXXL shirt or whatever and being like, "Here cass, if you shed some fat you could fit into this". How the heck do I NOT let them ruin my day? I just want them to grow up and realize that even a lot of people who are in shape don't weigh a whole freakin 110 pounds.
I hate being the fat friend, sometimes I cant wait till their crappy eating catches up to them.