When i was 250, i had no idea i was THAT big. i mean, i saw the numbers on the scale, but my brain just didn't register what my body REALLY loked like to others. It wasn't until i had a picture taken at a formal event that i finally KNEW. i saw it. i was trying on dresses for this event and not understanding why i wasn't fitting into the smaller sizes. In the end i had to take a size 22, and was humiliated at having to do so. i went to this event thinking i was beautiful in my emerald evening gown.
When the picture arrived i was excited to see it. And when i saw myself in the picture...at first i thought it was someone else...and then when i realized, i was crushed. i felt soooo awful about me.
Am i the only one who didn't KNOW?