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the worst is when a hot guy approaches you to ask you about one of your skinny friends.
ugh.
Swear to all that is holy and good, the next man who does that to me is getting something cut off. I will actually cut him. Because I do have friends that look like real live super-models, it happens to me all the time. So either guys need to stop being jerks or I need to dump my friends and get some ugly ones.
To me, the worst part about being the designated fat friend (yes, even worse than the aforementioned situation), is how it interferes with my ability to make new friends with pretty people. My self-esteem is so wrapped up in my weight that here's how it goes:
-Lisa and Potential New Pretty Friend meet.
-Lisa is her awesome, funny, smart self and PNPF thinks, "This girl's awesome. We should totally be friends."
-PNPF puts out feelers of friendship; "We should hang out," etc.
-Lisa thinks, "Why does she want to hang out with a fatty like me?", simultaneously dissing both herself, for not believing that she's awesome, and PNPF for assuming pretty=shallow/mean.
-No friendship occurs!
Ugh, super depressing. I'm working on untangling the knot that is my weight and self-esteem, but man, it's hard.