I feel so out of
control. I think I am doing good
and then the cheetos call my name or a burger and fries from McDonald's. I do not need this kind of food. I need healthy food
, but there are days that I can not help myself. Mostly when I am away from my family like when I am at work. I think of differant things I can eat and it does not help that I work at a grocery store where I have access to all kinds of junk food and things. But you would think I would eat fruit or vegis at the store, but no not me I get in this kinda trance like state, thinking I am hungrey and on the hunt for something that taste good. I can not seem to stop this.