The past few weeks i have been unable to follow my diet for all ther anxiety and anguish issues who have been eating me alive along with my depression, Depression has been a part of my life as long as i can remember (even as a small child) (i know that this should be in de depression thread but since i post mostly here) Depression and anxiety don`t let me live, don`t let me eat in the right way, keep me away of everything that belonged to a child, then a teenager and a now a young adult, they have stoled my life, and now, seated here i ask to myself. What if i simply can`t do it, i`m not abble to to be thin, i`m not abble to be happy is just how nature works, they choose the best candidates to survive and i`m the trash they left behind. Sorry for bringing all this to you but right now i`m on a terrible state, i don`t know what else to do, the only thing i know is that i need to eat carbs, i need them so bad so i`m eating cracker after cracker.
Medication does not seems to work, please someone guied my into right direction because if i continue living like this the only place i`m going is 6 feets underground
Sorry to bother you all but i needed to get this out of my chest, i can`t cry no more
Sorry again
Isa