Hi!
You sound very determined to do this! That's GREAT! As Robin said, determination will help you get to your goal.
Each of us here is at a different place along our weight loss journey, but everyone here sure does know what it feels like to have a dream of being thinner, healthier, and more confident.
My journey has been a long one with many stops and starts, but I AM doing it, and if I can do it, you can, too!
This site has been especially helpful to me because everyone here can relate to my thoughts, my feelings, my concerns, my failures, and my hopes. They are also VERY helpful in supporting me and encouraging me. Unless you are in a weight loss struggle yourself it is hard to talk about weight loss all the time. Everyone here IS in a weight loss struggle -either to lose weight or to maintain that weight loss. They are here 24/7 and ready to help. The site has so many members! It's a very active site! You will be very glad you found it!!
Cheryl