I don't think I've ever actually made myself at home here... well I mean I felt at home here, but I just haven't been around much. I have been around even less the past few weeks because I've been out binging all the time. I kind of feel like yall will think I'm one of those people who are starting a diet every Monday only to be off of it by Tuesday or never even starting one.
Tomorrow I'm going to an OA meeting (i posted about it in the OA section) and hopefully I'm going to kick this in the bud. I had been doing well and I had lost some weight with you guys (even if I only posted on the one reason thread, or whats for dinner etc) I really thought being here was helping a lot.
Something out of my control happend and I've been eating to make up for it...
Sorry to be such a rambler. I just wanted to get these feelings out. I've been on the verge of breakdown these past 2 weeks. Just running on empty ...