For the last 4 days (atleast), I have been craving caramel popcorn...I don't know what it's called, but it comes in a box with peanuts. The whole time, I've wanted to buy it and eat the whole thing.
I've done so many things to stall the binge. I've had sugarfree, fat free caramel pudding (as well as two other flavors), I've had Christmas dinner at two differant people's houses (involving a lot of chocolate and baked goodies), I've repeated mantra after mantra.
Tonight, I want it again. I barely ate all day, then we had pizza for supper...I did good, kept my calories in check, but all I can think of is the caramel popcorn. I'm being *****y and moody, and I use every excuse as to why I should have it...like, on another post, someone was talking about how they weren't willing to COMPLETELY give up something they love. So, I'm telling myself that one time eating the box isn't going to kill me - it probably won't even cause me to gain weight. But I ate 5 tarts yesterday, and I promised myself that today would be my treat-free day to make up for it.
I honestly don't know what to do! I'm starting to think that just buying the damn box and eating it would be the best option, but then I would hate myself and consider myself cheap. ARGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!