Wow. I feel lighter than air. Weights that have hung around my neck for years are gone. I feel free from shame and guilt that have clouded my thoughts for years. I opened myself up to my sponsor and she responded with love and respect. I'm so glad I did it. I'm so glad it's over. It was the hardest thing that I've ever had to do.
It only took 13 tissues. :-) I had to stop and pray a few times. I had to collect my strength and remind myself that God wanted to free me from the bondage of my past. I was able to spit out the whole inventory and survive. I was even able to laugh and smile and look her in the eye afterwards.
The fear is gone.
