I planned yesterday as an off plan day. Every time I was tempted to eat something I wasn’t supposed to I’d think “I can have that on my birthday if I want it”. I planned this, so I don’t have that out of control/shamed feeling today, I just feel sick. My thoughts sounded like this... people eat cake on their birthday, and yeah, if I'm gonna blow it w/cake, I may as well eat a few of Corry's chili cheese fries, some of Christie's nachos, one of Stacey's potato skins, some garlic bread, etc. What surprised me was that all the stuff I've been missing and wanting really didn't taste very good to me. Three bites of my favorite dark chocolate cake (with mousse and ganoche filling, topped w/whipped cream and chocolate shavings) and I nearly gagged.
Today I feel lethargic and fuzzy headed, even after two cups of REAL coffee. I'm wondering if I really used to feel like this sluggish all the time pre-Atkins. I’m mildly nauseated and headachy, made regular trips to the potty last night and today, and I'm up 4.5 pounds. I haven’t had a hang over in at least 15 years, but this is what I remember it feeling like.
I think the switch to feeling good all the time was so gradual that I didn't really notice or appreciate it until it was gone this morning. NO off plan eathing like this for me anymore – the consequences are just not worth it to me.
What do you guys think about eating off plan? What have your experiences been like? Is there a difference for you between planned vs. spontanious off plan eating?


Todays a new day.. and btw, my dear friend, TOM is plenty of excuse not to go to the gym. LOL At least that's my story... Ha!
