But then I put the kids down to bed at 7:30, I clean up the house and I work my four hours here on the computer (I do transcription from home). Suddenly, gone is the
and out comes the
. It's awful! I have tried many different things but I am just a whole different woman at night. And it's not that I'm even seeing food on TV for those oh so tempting commercials. When I'm not working and do watch TV I fastforward through the commercials thanks to my DVR. I just lose all my will power and strength and give in!! I try to continue on with the healthy choices but the temptation is so great! And I don't even having tempting food in the house!!!
Anyone else as neurotic as I am? Anyone else able to not eat at night and have some tips for me? I try writing in my journal, reading, turning off the TV, cleaning the house, reminding myself of how far I've come in the day. And I still am weak and lame. I know this is self-sabotage. I know this is why I'm not losing weight. I just wish I could somehow figure this out! I know it's something I've got to do and will feel better for it but I'm just stuck!

