Hi trixie, I think you should give it one more try. I was 253 lbs and desperate, I thought that there was no way I'm gonna loose weight and decided that I'll probably be fat, maybe even fatter for the rest of my life, I had PCOS and was gaining weight at aprox 2lbs a week!. Until one day, I was reading a book, and the author wrote this " I don't want to be lifted by a crane from my house and taken to a hospital" and thats when something in me just clicked!
I had nothing to loose so I started counting calories to loose weight, and walked with a group of friends, now I'm 214 and I'm still loosing

Whenever I mess up or feel like I'm giving up, I just go back to that book and read that line. I imagine myself being hoisted up by a crane through a hole in the wall with all the neighborhood standing outside my house gaping at me. Now there is no way that I'll ever think about going through surgery to loose weight, I know I can do it and I'm sure that you can!
I'm doing WW right now because it allows you to eat practically anything you want as long as you stick to your points limit. I do it online because I hate the group meetings. Its also motivating to keep a food and exercise journal and keep track of my weightloss. When you mess up you can always go back to your journal and get inspired. I can be your buddy if you like, pm me
