Hey Christine - I know, once you decide to get the weight off, you want it off - NOW!! All I can tell you is use that feeling to keep yourself motivated - it's working for me so far. I think all of us who are trying to lose weight feel that way sometimes!
Remember - two months (or two years) will pass whether we lose the weight or not. I want to be thinner by then, not fatter or the same!
christine, *hugs* we all have our down days. it's part of being human. you can lose the weight; just be patient and stick to your diet/exercise plan.
in the meantime, try to do something special for yourself that makes you feel better; just because you're not "thin" doesn't mean you can't feel pretty! get some nice perfume or get your nails done, wear make-up, buy some pretty accessories to wear. sometimes those little things can be a big pick-me-up!