I dont have a trainer nor could afford one..

Used to have one years ago. I think Ill take the idea of heavier dumbells and purchase weight bench. (Only gym available since our local one left is a hour away). I really didnt want to go that route with the heavy weight lifting again.. but I am gonna try it again. I just kinda wonder if any one here has experienced stretch marks when they do the weight benches? I get them bad on my biceps there ugly looking.
Maybe Ill try to do some reading to find a solution to that.
In the meantime, Im gonna look for those chicken cuttlets/foam fillins/ and silcone incerts (<-- which Ive seen those advertised on tv).
Susan~ Wishful thinking but I doubt a pushup bra would push up anything cause Ive went from a B to a A.

I might look around maybe a different brand would help.
Bad thought about it is I still have 21 more pounds to loose.. Could you imagine if It took everything? hehe Microscopic speed bumps!! I wish I took after my moms side of the family *sigh*.
kykaree~ I think I would love to have extra some women have the best of luck. I hope mine will enlarge like yours did. That really inspires me!
Thanks everyone for throwing all these ideas and your own personally experience to me.