
Ok, Here goes nothing. I found this place back in May or june, LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! My dad bought my a gym membership on mothers day as a gift, and I love love loved it also. BUT along the way, I would cheat here and there, with fast food, never did well on portion control, and my drinking was not good either. NOW it is the end of the month of sept. THE WROST month BY FAR! I have not excercised since well, about.. hmm... sept. 1st!!

Ic annot believe myself! I am soo ashamed. I have gained a lil back, not much <going by the way my clothes fit> but I have been eating so healthy latly! so even without the excercising I have began to eat even more healthy than before, which is NO EXCUSE not to be excercising! so I failed this whole month.

I feel like such a moo

. Now that I have confessed I feel a little better. I feel as though it is a new day, so therefore I can start over! I just wanted needed to write this down so I can stop lying to myself. Sorry for the rant.. but whew....I feel better....
