Okay I am now going through my closet and tring everything on. I put on my first pair of pants to sewe how they fit and they are too big. I havn't gotten past that pair yet, still wearing them around. The pockets no longer "pucker" out due to my fat pushing them out. And I can pull them away from my waist about 2-3 inches where before they were tight and tight meaning barely bittoning. I am excited to go through the rest of my clothes and give them away. Which means I have no return. Once I give them away I am dedicating my self to never get that big again. I keep thinking oh I will put them in a box just in case. And then I tell myself, "In case what? There is no in case! I will never get this big again- give them away and don't look back" SO that is my plans for this am. Going through my clothes and boxing them up and giving them away. SO here's to a day of hopefully an empty closet!
The only sad thing is this - I do not get a new outfit unless I hit my Oct 1 goal! That is THIS week and I will have to lose 5 pounds to that! I dont think it happening-but I will still try for it. And then I will also owe a New picture to you all when I hit 151. Actually I owed you guys one at 161. SO I may update it today. I'll see how much time I have.
