is screwing me over completely!!
exercise was my motivation, tae-bo especially. it kept me focused. it made me feel as though i was making progress.
but for the past 2 weeks, i havent been able to exercise due to a knee injury. since i've stopped exercising, it has gradually become harder and harder to not overeat and binge. when i had been exercising, i felt in control of my body. i only ate when i was hungry and didnt even have to try to stay within my caloric goal; my body didnt fight against it. now that i haven't been exercising, all i want to do is eat. i try so hard not to, but i just get so hungry and just stuff my face (like i did last night). it's even become hard to stick to being a vegan, which hasnt been hard for me in months!
im so discouraged with myself. i've been afraid to weigh myself for fear of seeing how much weight i may have gained...this sucks. i don't think i've gained more than 3 or so lbs bc my clothes don't seem any tighter. but whether or not i've gained weight doesnt bother me as much as the fact that i havent LOST any weight. i've made zero progress bc i havent been able to exercise.
i have an appt with an orthopaedic doctor tomorrow...hopefully, he or she will tell me that i can start exercising again and that i can do tae-bo again (it's the one exercise that makes me feel as though im actually doing something).
it's weird, i cant believe that i had gone so many years w/o exercising and now two weeks w/o it feels like **** lol...:::crossing my fingers for that appt tomorrow:::

