I quit smoking today after relapsing back into smoking several months ago after having quit for about 3 years. Mark Twain said "Quitting smoking is easy- I've done it a million times." Ain't that the truth? I smoked from the time I was 14 only quitting when I was pregnant and/or breastfeeding, but each time I fell back into smoking to relieve stress or because I was bored. It was easy to quit smoking then because frankly, the smell made me vomit. When I quit a few years ago, it was also easy because I had been given some samples of Wellbutrin (AKA- Zyban). Unfortunately, I started hanging around a certain person that I hadn't seen in years who smoked and stress conditions were mounting, and I slipped up. I quit shortly after that for about a week, but then decided that I liked smoking (*who* was I kidding???), and picked it back up. Now that I am really ready to quit for my health, I find that I am not in a position to take any medications to help me. I don't want to risk interference with other medications I take, but in light of recent breaking news stories I am taking it very seriously. I have been noticing that when I wake up, my chest feels "heavy" and I am coughing up all kinds of goodies. This is not how I want to live. I know I smell bad- I remember how strong the odor was to me when I didn't smoke. It's repulsive and I am extremely sick of being a slave to such a nasty, disgusting habit. When I am having a craving (like when I started typing this up), I can actually twist it and rationalize that I am not a slave to the cravings- I am a slave to society wanting to take cigarettes away from me. HOW SICK IS THAT????
Well, I just wanted to vent a little bit about this.

Others however may never have the cravings. It doesn't appear to be linked to how long or how much you smoked either, just each individuals willpower/desire.


But it WORKED!! I overcame my cravings and told myself it was just a habit and that I didn't need it and dad gummit, after a while, I talked less and less to the stupid cigarette and eventually tossed it in the trash. 