My real name is Pamela Jo aka PJ on here. I'm 46 yrs. old and live on the Eastcoast of Florida with my 17 yr. old daughter and 10 yr. old son. I got divorced last March (2004) after almost 17 yrs. of marriage and although it was VERY difficult at first...well, let's just say "what a difference a day/year makes. I've been battling with my weight ever since I had my daughter 17 yrs. ago but have been Yo-yoing between 150- 170 until about 4 months ago when I ballooned back up to 203. I've lost 5 pounds and that number would be larger if I had a bit more will power at night and I'm hoping that if I start READING instead of watching T.V. ... that I wont be so prone to getting up and going into the kitchen. If I'm UPSTAIRS in my bedroom, I don't think I'd be so inclined to walk downstairs to grab something since my feet hurt so much in the evening. I'm 5'6" tall and weigh 198. I finally broke that 200 lb. mark. Not a big event but 5 lbs. nonetheless. So, that's about it for me at the moment. I hope the rest of you post on here. It's nice to have a "real" name to "talk to" on here.
cya all later,

Mainly because it's so darned expensive to live in Massachusetts as a couple when you don't own property!) Anyhow, I've been doing WW this time around since October of 2003, when I said "you've done it before, you can do it again, but you need to get to meetings, girl!" Originally I had joined WW in the old days of the 123 program and lost over 70lbs. That was back in 1998, and I got cocky, thought I could do it on my own and save myself some money. Funny way your mind can play tricks and let you put blinders up to things you don't want to see. I knew I was gaining back, but kept on saying "I can lose it any time I want." Well, any time never game about until I gained back all I had lost and then some!