Ok,
so every saturday I get totally freaked out that my WI sunday moring will go bad. I try to eat as light as possible so there won't be much food in my system, I'll take a water pill if I feel the least bit bloated and I get scared to even go then I get there and like today, I lost again. so all week I was really good. I knew this yet I still get the WI freak out feeling. Does this happen to any one else.
for people it doesn't happen to, how do you do it. I wish I could just go get weighed in and not even worry but I can't ahhhhh!!!
I'm trying to get over my scale addiction so I am only letting my self weigh at home on Wed. and Fri. I tried cold turkey but it was to hard. But twice a week is better than the like 10 times a day I was doing it.
I just want to lose so bad that the number really means a lot to me right now.

