Hi, fellow mainteners,
Meg ~ isn't it funny that we have anniversaries at the same day? I actually read your first year thread and it is so much the same for you and me - of course, your email is more thorough but also your weight loss is more

I also was thinking about the fact that in a year or two I will not think anymore about May12th beeing anniversary - probably with years the fact will fade away but the reality stays - instead of gaining, I maintained...
Ilene ~ I also struggle this week as never before - probably it is time to reevaluate priorities for me...
Anne ~ I am happy food is under control and beeing pregnant becomes a good experience... I personally loved beeing pregnant and also loved to exercise during pregnancy.
My weekend was really stressful - first our new car did not start and dealership said that we are not allowed to start the car and move it for less than 30 sec - it will not start next day (that was the cause of it not starting). I never heard such a thing, and it drove me crazy that nothing can be done - that was a beginning. I also went to the fast food chain (will not even mention the name, but my little 4 y.o. daughter said about it: it kills you slowly, but if you only go there once a year, you will still survive) - we did not have any choice, as we took transit because car did not start and there was nothing else around where we could eat and relax a little bit - anyways, both I and my kids were bullied and followed by a bunch of dark people who did not agree with me that on play place for kids their child should not climb up the slide and hit my son in the head so that it caused nose bleeding. They were not even there in the first place and their child did not listen to me until I went to look for her parents. Little I knew - they escorted me and my kids (my DS all covered in blood) out of the fast food restaurant and I could not even call 911 as they were holding my hands - obviously they were afraid that I call 911 and they will face social services - what amazed me that two other parents who were in the same play place just silently moved away and did not even try to report it to management. I was really scared for our lifes to tell the truth... When I came home, I almost found myself washing off the stress in rhubarb pie (low fat but still) - after third piece I stopped...
Today is not better - on my way to work I biked and it was pouring rain - so now my office resembles laundromat with heater on - I hope my clothes will dry by the time I go home...
I did it to the gym yesterday and even bench pressed 40 pounds - way to go - I could not even do 20 pounds 2 month ago!
The rest of the week will be better
